sadie, sadie, married lady

so, i don't know, weddings are a kind of ridiculous expense, financial and mental and everything else, full of the kind of little details that make a big picture person like me want to tear my hair out and run away to join the circus. but i suppose when you find someone who looks at you in the kind of way that sometimes steals your breath, who goes out of his way to do things little and small to make things good and easier and better, who loves your son like his own blood and welcomes the challenge of a ready-made family instead of runs screaming from it, someone who makes you laugh, and blush, and want to be better, and to do all those things for him that he does for you, then maybe it's all worth it in the end.

i think so, anyway.